Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Desert Tower Climbing






Dust and snow swirl around making it hard to see. The temperature has dropped and the wind has increased. My fingers burn and tingle as blood struggles to reach my tips. I lay back off the rock and move up hand over hand delicately placing my feet in the fist size crack. My heart pumps as a try to focus on the valley floor. I can't seem to maintain a focal point because of the varying terrain. The valley floor is over 1000 feet below. I am on the second pitch of Castleton Tower in Moab Utah. The day before I climbed Ancient art a tower with a spindly finish and a summit the size of a pizza box. Dont believe me, check out the photo and take notice of the rope blowing in the wind. The wind was a challenge on all of the climbs but especially on sunday during the attempt on Castleton. I have another picture of me leaning forward off my heels and the wind is all that keeps me from eating the dirt.


Moab is a special place. It is no surprise that filmmakers have used this majestic place for the last sixty years. The land is filled with beautiful landscapes, scenery that photos cannot do justice, and an awesome peacefulness that both calms and chills all at the same time. It's a Mecca for the outdoor/adventure community and a destination for many family road trips. The desert can capture your heart, stop your breathe, and make you feel more alive than you ever have before. The landscape can be explored by foot or four by four, traversed on a bicycle and ascended by climbing the impressive canyon walls and towers that define this magical place. And if the desert is to daunting, the La Sal mountains, which rest to the east, keep a close watch on the valley. The snow covered peaks are a stark contrast to the dry red desert and steep canyons. An impressive display of Gods incredible creation.

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

On my way up!

In so many ways the title, on my way up, reflects the events of life, both upcoming as well as in the past few weeks. I will be ascending into the sky early friday morning by jet. Then again on saturday using my own strength while climbing Castleton Tower in Utah. The past few weeks has offered countless new experiences, from interacting with upcoming christian music artists to dabbling in the world of motion graphics. I have been blessed, stretched and challenged in my new role as the operations director of Citikidz.
Friday presented a chance to get to know a few of the members of Shachah, a christian rock/rap band. Awesome guys who love the lord and worship Him with their talents. I also met a few of the members of Level 3:16 an inspiring up and coming christian hip hop group that will be releasing their first album in a month. The scene unfolded in IHOP at about 1 am in maryland. I have some video footage of the experience, which I will be posting soon. It was truly an inspiring experience. They are all awesome, God fearing, wonderful individuals whom I am so glad to have met.
Finally I must say that God has been doing some awesome work in my life. I am inspired and excited to press forward and continue to learn and grow in the midst of His awesome presence. If you have any interest in supporting Summers Best Two Weeks Citikidz, or would like to learn more about what God is doing with this awesome ministry I would love to sit down with you and tell you all about it!





Friday, November 5, 2010

Starbucks!

Lame title I know but that is where I am right now. They have internet and its only about 15 minutes from where I live. There is not even a movie rental place where I currently live I just moved to Boswell ???? I know most of you are thinking where on earth is Boswell. Surprisingly,it is a nice town, located very near to the beautiful Laurel Mountain which I love for obvious reasons. It is a short drive, and by short I mean a 3 hour drive from my hometown. Why am I here? Well I accepted a job as a photographer and videographer and operations director for a christian sports camp. This is truly an awesome opportunity. I get to use all of the skills I have acquired over the years.

So lets see. My new house actually feels like a house. In fact it is a house. I am living with housemates again. This is different but they seem like fun guys. While I was sad to leave my apartment in Grove City which I have called home for a year and a half, I am glad to be living in this new place. The moving process was overwhelming at times but mostly because I tried to pack everything I could into the two weeks I took off between my previous job and my new job. In those two short weeks I put a roof on the porch at my parents house, went rock climbing in Texas with a great friend, went climbing in West Virginia with two great friends, went on a date with my girlfriend and moved all of my stuff. No one seems to feel bad for me, not that I want their sympathy, because I spent part of my time off traveling.

While many of my blog entries have to do with climbing, this one is more informative and only lightly dusted with a hint of climbing. Don't worry there will be more to come about climbing. I have been on many trips and will be taking many more in the months to come. Anyway, I have found that one of the downsides to moving three hours away from anyone you know is that you don't have anyone to hang out with and I am currently in the process of trying to meet folks to hang out with. In this process I have found that while I am able to be outgoing in the last few years I seem to have become introverted and it seems like a job trying to go out and meet new folks. Oh well, all part of the process.

Monday, March 1, 2010

Reaching New Heights!

Its true, the title of this post reflects the title of the blog itself. I will be 25 this month and that title was the only one that seemed to fit. At 25 years old I feel like I have accomplished much; However, I still have much to accomplish. Each day I learn something new about living life. Each day I strive to reach a new height.
In high school I did not prepare myself intellectually or even care what was next. I was content with being a C student, however I made high honor role in the last semester of my senior year. For what reason? I do not know but i did it. I spent more time with people. Perhaps, that taught me the importance of people. The importance of listening to others, observing others, and understanding how others feel. Perhaps that prepared me more than any class ever could.
I am not upset with my inability to study in high school in fact I carried the same attitude into college. I cared more about my job than college. I graduated from Slippery Rock University with average grades. I have very few regrets. I suppose there are people I have hurt in the last 25 years and while I can't say that we have not taught one another things. I thank you for the lesson in life and apologize for the temporary pain I may have caused anyone. I say temporary because as the days roll by and the months turn into years, much will be forgotten and much more will be replaced by new memories.

One thing I learned is that I am responsible for the way I feel whether good or bad. I choose the mood for the day.

I won't comment on the past anymore in this post but I felt it was necessary to mention some things. In order to know where I am going I have to know where I began. Thus, so did you. Today I am enjoying the comfort of an apartment. Fully furnished, stocked fridge, bills paid, with a little on the side for entertainment. I am extremely blessed. God has afforded me many opportunities and I take advantage of them all. I try and be thankful but I fall short more often than not. I have been given the wisdom to succeed in the workplace as well as in life. Thank you!

Finally I look forward to what is to come. I hope to climb many mountains and enjoy many wild vistas from around the country and the world. I look forward to excelling in the work place, providing insight and wisdom into the lives of others, both staff and students. I also look forward to the struggles that each day may lay upon me. For it is the testing of faith that develops perseverance. I want to be successful, not for myself but to fulfill a plan bigger than myself. As I approach the day of my 25th, I feel like I made the final moves of a hard climb only to find there is a lot more climbing left to be done. And I am overjoyed!
Things to look forward to this month for me and you. The ending of a season and the entrance into a new one. Hopefully this month will provide an opportunity for me to continue to write new music and perhaps play some of it at an open mic night. As well as post some for everyone to hear. I just started reading a new book and finished reading Desert Solitaire by Edward Abbey. A great read. It describes the desert country in such a way that made me want to pack up my car and drive west to live in the beautiful desert in Moab Utah. I have also started writing again. I may have to offer previews to gain insight as well as criticism on my work. Its only by standing the test of fire that I can prove to be of worth. And with the coming of warmer weather comes a new climbing season and I am feeling strong. As always climb safe! Climb often! Climb hard!

Friday, February 12, 2010

32 Feet of Reflection



Thirty minutes ago kids were running around, laughing, climbing, and working on developing their group skills a mere 32 feet below my feet. It is still. It is peaceful. In a building that houses a program that depends on life, movement, and energy I find it ironic that in this moment, it is the stillness of the building, the silence, that provides clarity. It is in these moments that I realize that God had this all planned out for me.
My staff had just left and I had to make one last climb into the framework of the building to check on the, slow forming, ice tower. I quietly ascended and when i reached the top I traversed a log, which is 32 feet in the air. When I reached the end of the log there is a four foot jump from the log to the top of the climbing wall which I have floated across a hundred times before. I transferred my safety equipment. Double Check. Jump. There is no looking back, only moving toward my next goal. I open the hatch door that gives me access to a platform situated on the rear of the building. The moment the door opened I went to work attaching prussiks to steady the tubing and balance the flow of water dripping on the ice. When I finished I stopped and just stared at the dark world that surrounded my little window in the building. The moon provided enough light to see the silhouette of the trees against the bluish black starry night. In that instant I felt contentment and was pleased with my life. Thankful. Cheerful. Appreciative of the blessings bestowed.

The silence was harshly interrupted by the ring of the office phone. I quickly made my way to the edge of the wall. I connected the rappel device and off I went back toward solid ground. One of my staff had called to make sure I had safely returned to the ground. As I locked the door and walked toward my car I was quietly inspired by the stillness of the gentle snowflakes barely able to reach the ground. I was glad that my staff had called to check on my safety. I know that I have been prepared for this position. For whatever length of time or purpose I am content with continuing to challenge and change the lives of the students I work with. I have also been provided with an excellent staff. Tonight was a reminder of that. They are all showing a great deal of improvement, ability, and caring for the many aspects of the job they have been chosen for. Again I see no coincidence that they are the ones who are supporting me. They found a few pictures of my first year on the job. An 18 year old recent high school graduate ready to learn and teach and grow. I was young but the pictures remind me that I don't know where I will be seven years down the road, but something is guiding my way, thats for sure. Who knows what tomorrow brings? All I know is today was good and I look forward to whatever tomorrow has in store. I took the liberty of posting two of the photos that my staff thought were worth putting up on the bulletin board at work. Looking forward to whatever is to come. Up Rope!

Thursday, February 4, 2010

Beneath the wall

This is the hardest part of the winter. I am trapped. The weather has not provided enough consistency for ice climbing and for the most part it is not worth the trip to drive somewhere for a weekend of rock climbing. I fill my down time with guitar strumming, reading and mindless web surfing. Sure it is a great opportunity to reflect and appreciate the exciting times but I long to be hanging from the side of a rock with hundreds if not thousands of feet of air between me and the ground. I have also been extremely busy with work. I have been training my staff which have been great but we have a long way to go. On top of new staff we started new counseling groups at work. I enjoy the groups but I am being stretched by being the sole person in charge especially of drug and alcohol groups. It truly puts me in my place and grounds me. Which at times is defeating because, as I mentioned, I would love to be up high on the rock right now. I have had some time to climb at work and set some new routes. The youth in adventure club along with my staff seem to really enjoy the new routes that are put up weekly.

On a different note, I slightly rearranged my apartment and I was surprised at how one minor adjustment made it feel more comfortable and calm. I moved my small table, which i eat and work at, from the carpeted living area to the edge of my kitchen area. I have a 12 x 12 tiled kitchen area with a lot of open space. In fact I am sitting at the table right now and it is more relaxing because the apartment feels less cluttered. Funny how minor changes in our lives can have a profound impact on our perception of things. This is a pretty random post but for the time being I have nothing else to write. My mind is shot from giving my all to the youth were I work and physically I am pretty worn out from lifting and climbing at work. Stay posted though, being cooped up for to long leads to creative ways of producing adventuresome activities. Hoping to be on belay soon! Signing off.

Saturday, January 23, 2010

Soothing Sounds!

I first heard of this band when I was headed to West Virginia for a climbing trip to Seneca. We caught the very end of there amazing show and cheered and livened up the place. After they finished we encouraged a jam session. They took a break to eat some of the Purple Fiddles great food and then they jammed a little while longer. I was extremely thankful to have them play some more because as you will see in a moment, they are wonderful musicians and great people. We had a chance to talk with them after the show. Thanks to Tripping Lily for sharing your gifts!

Friday, January 22, 2010

Higher Elevation!





I quietly descend into a canyon surrounded by ice and rock. I am lowered by a rope 150 feet to a small patch of ice that has frozen over the river below. I can still hear the rushing water under foot. It is hollow sounding. The ice steals the sound and muffles everything. I inhale..then exhale and stare at the massive display of vertical ice that is before me. I shake out my arms. All around me I hear the sound of coins hitting a glass floor and splashing in a wishing well. The ice throws tiny pieces at me while I prepare to step off solid ground. The sound bounces from one wall and quickly smashes another. With only fifteen or twenty feet between the canyon walls I feel trapped. the only way out is up. I stare up at freedom.




Swing, smack! My ice ax sticks with precision. I repeat with the other ax followed by my feet which are attached to crampons. I am no longer on the ground. Ice sprays my face. I turn my head to avoid injury. I repeat the same motions a hundred times. Swing Smack! right foot, left foot. Head turn. Stare up Swing Smack right foot, left foot. Im alive! I can feel the blood surging through me. My heart tries hard to pump blood up my arms which have been above my head for ten minutes. I relax my grip to save my arm strength. A few more steps. Swing Smack! there is my guide Kevin securely holding the rope. I take a moment to regain my strength. Kevin moves the anchor over ten feet to a new spot. Again I find myself quietly descending into the abyss. Welcome to Ouray!


Ice is diverse. It grows and forms unique structures. It can cool your drink or soothe a pulled or sprained muscle, it can make roads impassible and driving conditions treacherous, or it can provide a clear pathway out of a canyon. It is a necessary element in the sport of ice climbing. Without it there is nowhere to stick your ice tools or your crampons. I would be a stuck man in a canyon without ice. How interesting though that ice is also fragile. You have to move delicately over it at times to keep it from fracturing and failing under your ice tools. Other times it is solid and secure and you can hang multiple persons off two forged ice screws fastened into the ice.

As I stared up at the ice I couldn't help but draw similarities between ice climbing and life. Life can be fragile like the ice. Unexpected things can cause the ice to give way or the smallest inconsistency in it such as snow or an air pocket can shear off a human sized piece of ice sending it plummeting to the ground. Life is also fragile. An unexpected event occurs and fractures your way of thinking or how you make sense of the world. Things that are not supposed to happen to you or me. As if the stories of tragedy are somehow fictional because we only read about them and don't experience them. Like the ice we can also be a strong foundation. One that others can cling to for support. Life can give us exhilarating moments. The birth of a new child, the accomplishment of graduating or getting a new job.


I talked with a fellow traveler who I had seen on the same flight to colorado on my return flight. We exchanged stories from our trips and when I told her I had been ice climbing she said "isn't that dangerous, how do you do it". I casually explained it "yes it is inherently dangerous, as is driving your car, but with the proper instruction and care you can greatly reduce the risk." We talked a few more minutes and I doubt I convinced her to go ice climbing but it was fun sharing my adventure with someone unknown. Then I thought about it. Life, like ice climbing is an adventure. It includes the loose terrain and bad weather. It also includes being on top of a mountain after giving it everything you have to get there. I think it's those mountain tops that give us the strength to keep going. After all if you are on the top of a mountain, you still have to get down no matter how hard the climb was! Ice climbing may not be for everyone, but life itself is a "daring adventure" - Helen Keller. What are your mountain tops? What is your drive to reach the top? Climb on!






I am fortunate and blessed to have the resources and friends, that allow me to do some amazing things. This past weekend I spent a few days in Colorado visiting my friend Dan. I met up with him in Denver and hopped a small prop plane to Durango in the southwest corner of Colorado. The first morning we drove up to Molas pass and spent the day snowmobiling with a company called Ice Pirates! I recommend them if you are ever looking for a fun time. There are hundreds of miles of trails and our guide led us around them all and eventually to a hill climb that put us 14,000' above sea level. Then we drove to Ouray to ice climb, sit in the natural hot springs and enjoy the Switzerland of America. I don't get to do these trips all the time but it is a great reminder of how blessed alot of us are in America. Take advantage of the beauty and nature, but don't lose sight of where they came from and how fortunate we are! Keep on exploring, wherever you are, whatever you do, life is an adventure, go live it!

Thanks Dan for taking so many great photographs! The blog would not be complete without them.


Saturday, January 16, 2010

Training Week is Over!

Excitement and relief are the emotions I feel after successfully administering a staff training for my seven adventure staff. The direction of the program seems to be taking off and it would appear that those who I hired are now well suited and share in my excitement for starting upcoming adventure based counseling groups. There was much that was learned on both sides as an instructor and for the new employees.
I started off the week with an acronym for my staff, I told them "I want you to be the BEST staff!" B-bright, E-efficiant, S-supportive, T-trustworthy.


They seemed to respond well to this acronym and although the first few days were mostly theory and covering the local operating procedures, the latter half of the week was filled with ice climbing, climbing three challenge courses, learning the games and initiatives, learning new debrief techniques, and becoming high ropes rescue certified for our course.


When it was all said and done they were excited to apply their new knowledge. I was excited because I was on the road to the akron canton airport to fly to colorado! Stay tuned for all the details and photos from the whirlwind trip to Ouray Colorado. Prepare for takeoff!

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Earthquake in Haiti

If you are not aware, an earthquake has hit the island of Haiti which is located in the Caribbean. Some family friends and people we know that live in Haiti are there right now living through this tragedy. The earthquake has caused tremendous damage to an already devastated country. Its hard to think that God is in control when things like this happen but he is. It hurts, but have hope.

Most of my videos do not have photos but please watch this one.

Monday, January 11, 2010

Music beneath the wall...Off Belay!

I spend a lot of time climbing and being active however there is also a part of me that loves creating things. I really enjoy music, art and books. Currently I have a couple of books I am looking forward to reading but I have them on hold until I finish my staff training this week. I am currently reading a book called the CIty of Joy, it is a great look at life in Calcutta in the India of Mother Teresa. The other books that I am looking forward to reading are The things they Carried by Tim Obrian, and Out Stealing Horses by Per Petterson. I also really enjoyed The River Why by David James Duncan.
Other than reading, I play some music and draw. I am not great at either, I used to get bored if i did something to long and would switch to something else within a few days or weeks. Lately I have just kind of done all of the things I like and managed to fit them all in. This is one of the neat things about growing up and having a consistent job, which I really enjoy! Having a job also provides me with the resources to decide to go skiing with some friends last minute on sunday. I have not been out in years but
I went for it. This is somewhat of a random post. I think random is ok sometimes. It has no purpose other than to fill you in on whats new, and comment on some of my interests other than climbing. But don't worry there will be climbing beta soon enough. Until next time...On Belay!

Listen with your left ear!

Saturday, January 9, 2010

Having the right equipment!

Notice the lack of crampons, honey can you run to the store and pick up some crampons for me!


Steve doing some icy route finding!


Myself goofing around on some additional building ice!




Whether its a lack of money or resources, we always run into situations where we have to make do with what we have. In times like these, its best to gather whats available and improvise. Today I had my first participants on the ice climbing wall since becoming the Director. We use old mountaineering boots, a miss match of both technical foot fang crampons and black diamond mountaineering crampons, and share one set of ice tools. This suits us well because only one participant can climb at a time. Sure it would be nice to have the fanciest gear but instead we have gear that works and we make the best out of it and guess what, the participants have a hell of a good time! I work with youth that never in their lives would have dreamed they would be climbing a huge popsicle.
I recall another instance, when I was a videographer for a christian sports camp, when I had to construct a miniature light studio to film a set. I had no lighting equipment and no means to purchase any so I ended up using a headlamp, a desk light, and a piece of cloth as a backdrop in the corner of my office/editing suite. It was not phenomenal but it worked and the viewers thought the production was great.
On the contrary, some equipment cannot be sacrificed or mismatched together. For example having the right climbing gear for specific climbs or the right clothing to be outside in -5 degree weather for 4 days and nights. Another example is biking equipment. I bought a road bike over the summer and I knew that if i did not buy padded shorts to ride in i would not enjoy riding so I went ahead and made the purchase of the shorts the day I bought the bike. I have found that if I know I will truly use a piece of equipment, no matter the price ( I look for the best deals possible or buy things when they are on sale ahead of time) I will make the purchase. I once worked on a construction team in florida and if we ever needed a tool or supplies the contractor would send one of us to the store to pick it up. If you are going to do a job you might as well do it right and have the right equipment.
Now I know that my bike will eventually breakdown, my padded shorts will wear out, my climbing equipment will get old and the construction I did will eventually be destroyed for something else to be built. The point is nothing is infinite, including myself. Knowing that I am finite, i know at some point I will not be able to muscle my way up climbs or climb the ice wall without crampons or ice axes. See the photo (i am using axes but not crampons in this photo). Its because of this that I am writing. Those kids that climbed the ice tower today with old ragged equipment could care less what they used, what they remember will be the instruction they received, the encouragement that was given, and the feeling they had when they reached the top of this iceberg floating in the snow outback some old building. While having the right physical equipment is either hit or miss, having the ability to motivate, instruct, and share an experience with someone is priceless. The best piece of equipment I think I have is a positive attitude, and even that can disappear if I don't remind myself from time to time how important it is. The old saying Attitude is contagious may be cliche but its not a bad reminder. As always, climb on!

Thursday, January 7, 2010

Its easy just grab the colorful ones!...Route Finding



Ok sorry to start out with climber terms. On the wall, as in the picture posted, the walls at many sports and workout facilities are covered with brightly colored climbing holds. While it is always easy to spot them they are not always as easy to grab. If you think it is hard getting up a wall littered with bright neon yellow, orange, and pink holds try climbing a wall that is consistantly the same color and shadows appear to be great holds and great holds appear to be shadows on the rock. Add 1,000 feet of air and space between you and the ground and you have a real climbing experiencing, or at least the ones I long for during these wintery days. As I mentioned the routes are not as easy to find once your on them let alone getting to the base of the climb. I have found myself shwacking through mountain laurel so thick I was ready to give up all together and sell my climbing gear, maybe not all of it.
Route finding is indeed an art. In traditional climbing, you go where the rock gives you cracks to place protection. It is because of these experiences that I appreciate climbing, however not everyone can have them and for those who are not as adventurous, the art of route finding is transformed into the art of route setting. As I set multi colored holds on the climbing wall at work for my students, I can't help but think about the parallels between route finding on the rock and route finding in life.
Life is a continuous journey of route finding. I am only twenty four and have much discovering to do in both rock climbing and life. But I don't just look at my own experiences. I observe and watch others. In climbing I watch the way people move over the rocks. I see how fluid methodical movements produce great results in some situations and powerful dynamic moves fit in others. I scan the rock many times to see how the rock is formed and try and choose the path of least resistance, or most resistance depending on how bold I am feeling! I do the same thing in life, I watch others and assess their successes and failures and try not to judge or criticize, although it happens, so that I may learn about myself and how to find a better path for me to follow. I am currently preparing to train a small staff of seven people. At twenty four, almost twenty five, I am blessed to be in this position but know that I am not here by fault. It is the path I have chosen and as the rock many times leads, it is the path that has chosen me. I have seen and learned so much from the individuals around me, what to do and not to do, and I have stored that knowledge away and wait for the right moment to say "I can do this" or the humbling "I better try this another time on another day".
This is why I love it when I am climbing a new route I never know what might be around the next overhang or bulge or even what the holds might be like but that is one of the reasons I climb, to discover something. Life provides the same excitement. I never know what each day will bring. I have seen many beautiful vistas from perched positions on the sides or tops of mountains but I never choose to stay forever. There will be many others to see. I take in the part of life I am currently living, and do the best I can with each new day that is gifted to me. I have my share of rainy days and wet sloppy climbs but its in the face of adversity that forms the heart and soul of a man and I am being shaped with each moment by climbing, responsibilities, relationships, and experiences. I can't wait for the next time I rope up on the mountain or in the workplace. I also posted a photo of the ice tower with a person to give some perspective. See you on the rocks!

Monday, January 4, 2010

xbox rots the mind...But I still want one!

I had high hopes of getting to climb the ice tower today however it was not completely formed. Instead steve and myself pulled together some gear again hopeful to find some ice at the Mill. This proved to be a recon trip rather than a climbing trip because the ice is not ready and I don't want to risk damaging it and ruining the possibility of climbing later. While my expectations of climbing this early in the season have not yet been met I feel as if it is not going to be long before I am picking my way up some perfect ice this winter! If not here than in Ouray Colorado. Oh yeah, I am going out in two weeks to hang out with Dan.
Upon failing at climbing some ice today we settled for a bite to eat and a drink at Rachels, a restaurant, that had some great food and good company. Shortly after lunch Steve headed to work and I had to figure out what to do with the rest of my day. I decided to face the hazardous road conditions in my faithful ride, the chevy prizm, and drove to butler to buy an XBox 360 and a 46" flatscreen tv. All was well, they had the tv and the xbox however upon trying to get approved for a sears credit card I was denied. For one reason or another I was not meant to have my prized xbox and tv. With inspection and registration coming up I need to be responsible and take care of those things before dropping a load of cash on more toys. The benefit with the card is that it was no interest no payment for 12 months. I am not someone who usually advocates this type of credit card behavior however it seemed the right time to get the toys because of the christmas specials on everything.
To say the least the drive back was disappointing but enlightening also. I don't tend to let things go unnoticed. There undoubtedly will be some reason I did not get the toys this time around. The car will break or I will have an unexpected payment on something that would have kept me from paying off the sears card. I realized perhaps I should just enjoy the things I have for the time being and spend the next month focusing on work, working out, reading, and writing. Sure enough I carried this attitude home with me. I took a nap to fight of a headache and woke up feeling invigorated to write some music I got the guitar and started writing and recording. I know its not perfect I just enjoy playing my guitar and being creative.
What I learned from this whole episode today is that I am extremely blessed to begin with and as much as I want an Xbox and tv I already have plenty to be thankful for. Beyond just material things I have a wealth of talents and knowledge that allows me to enjoy my time regardless of the technology around me. Hopefully I can upload one of my songs so you can check it out.(I know thats ironic seeing that I just commented on the technology around me, oh well) If not ask me to play it for you live. Its better that way!

Sunday, January 3, 2010

Thawing and Freezing



I recently became the Director of an Adventure Program. This program has been one I have worked for in some form or another for about six years. I am excited about the possibilities the job offers and the creativity it requires. Life takes us on many different journeys and I am never disappointed with where I have been. With each new experience I have the choice of becoming a better person because each new experience provides us with the possibility of a new direction or maintaining the course we are on. Just like the ice I so enjoy climbing, each year it comes and goes but it is different each year, although it may be in the same spot, some years it is much better and some years it may not be there at all. What I am saying is that I hope to continue to get better, all the while knowing that some years in my life will be dry seasons. For the moment I am enjoying one of the best freezes ever, which brings with it beautiful ice.
There is no question to why I use ice as a metaphor for my life. I am a climber. It is my hobby, my passion, and my job! Yes, a large portion of my job includes climbing. Therefor I invite you to embark on a journey with me that teaches you about climbing life, and the relationships that make life grand. 
I am currently grooming an ice tower at work for the participants at the school I work for to climb. It is roughly 32' tall and is about 5' wide. There are many ways to learn about yourself but what better way than understanding your limits. In this case, the participants are challanged, but never forced, to try and climb the ice tower. The tower is constructed of ice which hangs from a chain and two ropes. The anchor for the structure, besides ice, is a 3/4 inch shoulder eye Machined bolt that is connected to an I beam which is part of the buildings structure it is attached by a 16mm rapid link and backed up by a 7x19 galvanized steel aircraft cable that also runs around the same i beam. The loop of cable is connected by 4 u bolts. This cable is connected to the ropes, which are part of the ice structure, and the 3/4 inch shoulder eye machined eye bolt by two 12mm rapid links. 
The ice is being  formed by a contraption that a friend of mine, and climbing partner, Steve. It is roughly two three foot pieces of 1 inch pvc pipe that has a T connection in the middle. This also has a valve for water speed control on it where the hose connects to it. (see picture) this slowly drips water for a period of time creating simulated waterfall ice. The chain, because it is metal, conducts the cold and starts freezing immediately. In order to get the best freeze and structure I needed to have a week where the temperature was below 25 degrees. If it is closer to 32 the water has to be dripped much slower and takes much longer for the structure to form. With the temperatures like they are (12 - 20) I managed to construct almost the whole thing in 24 hours and expect to be climbing by mid week. I am excited to start so early in the year, most times we don't start construction until February or late January but I will be climbing by the 5th or 6th of January. 
A note to those interested in trying this. If it gets above freezing at any point during the construction take the water off of the structure because it will melt it quickly. Otherwise use the water as needed throughout the winter to continually rebuild the structure for further use. Beware that sometimes the new ice does not stick as well to the existing ice and can come off in large flakes. I also must say that ice climbing is inherently dangerous just like climbing, therefor take extreme caution before you go playing around ice. Do not try climbing without the correct equipment or proper instruction. As I mentioned earlier each new experience brings with it new opportunities and consequences, we need to be able to accept whatever happens knowing that we made the choice. If you are to scared to try something new, stay home, but don't blame others for any missteps along your path. Thanks for listening, stay posted for more.